What’s Wrong……. :(

The days have been getting really boring. Some days I want to die, some I just want to go to sleep. Others I’m just not me. For instance, I’m cranky….  I know it gets me no where but I can’t control it almost. I know it’s wrong so it’s not a mental problem. I don’t know. I guess I’m just not doing my best. It must be all the stuff that has been going on….   I really hope it stops soon.

Some people are… so naive….

When people make fun of you, how do you feel? Where does it hurt you? The people that make fun of you, what are they trying to gain? Some people don’t understand that when you get made fun of, it’s terrifying. It makes the people getting made fun of just want to die….. They don’t know what to do and just take it out on themselves. Just be who you want to be. Don’t let ignorant, naive people affect your life…… unlike me…

Depressed, Uneasy, and Sorry……

I haven’t had the best last two weeks lately. Just so much keeps happening, and it’s not ending. It’s terrible. You know how someone makes fun of you? Well, I may be just very paranoid but I don’t care, I always wonder what they are talking about when your not in front of them… It hurts to hear it, but what about the stuff you don’t hear? It hurts twice as much having to hear it from someone else. I don’t get why people have to make fun of others. People weren’t born in this world to be made fun of. They just want someone they can talk to. Someone that they can trust….. It hurts to be rejected. I’m going to stop being mean to people. It’s wrong to make fun of someone for them mearly just trying to be themselves. I’m sorry to all those people I may have offended. I truly am…..